GOT BALLS?

3 days ago

KENTAL BALLS.

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Freaking shithead went offline after I typed everything down. Kental balls. I hate guys like you. What’s obvious is that you’re definitely not my type of man, HERman. Eeew. And by the way, no, i’m not pregnant with anyone’s child. And I never did “everything” before. Bye.

5 days ago

Something I saw, something I know did not belong to me
But then I thought that theres no way you would do that to me
Remember last week, when you went outside to use your phone
I felt a chill but told myself that it was from the cold
And I just woke up, but I wish that it was a nightmare
Cos when I have those, it isnt real like this one is
This is my heart, and I wont allow that disrespect
Baby dont look at me like that
I Don’t belong to you run away

Cuz baby now that your caught what am I supposed to say
when its so wrong that what you did but I still feel this way
I cant believe it, or forget it, what I saw today
And if youre wondering if Im staying answer is no way
No Way
No Way
No Way

Dear Gaga, you’re so boomz. I think all the ladies should blast this shit to their cheating boyfriend, yes? I like you.

Tagged:
GAGA

6 days ago

Don't die on me, please.

Dear lappy, please do not, i repeat, DO NOT die on me. 10% of your life remaining and i’m going to be all alone in this pink room. WHY CAN’T IT BE ORANGE IN COLOUR?! OR BLACK?! I don’t like pink. I can’t sleep. Howwww? I left the charger in my parent’s room. Ohmygod la. So sad.

Now ♥Farhan just sent me a blank message. -.-

1 week ago

Preety fun.

My Monday turned out great. For the first time this school term, I wasn’t late for class. Hahah. Didn’t do anything much in class though. I was telling Nabila that I want to keep a lizard as a pet, and she calls me weird. And that’s exactly the reaction I get from ♥Farhan when I told him about it yesterday. Boooo. What’s so weird about keeping a lizard as a pet? I used to keep a Black-Orange coloured lizard as a pet when I was 8 years old. A Salamander lizard to be precise. I kept it’s picture somewhere. Need to search for it.

So anyway, watched Paranormal Activity with Nabila, Ashraf, Rima, Syaiful and Zafran after school. That movie scares the shit out of me. Zafran, I’m sorry if i grabbed your hand too hard. Or if i shouted too loud. HAHA. But still, boo you for not letting me cover my eyes. Everytime i tried to cover my eyes, he’ll be like, “Wani, don’t cover your eyes! Watch!”. -.- And guess what? Rima actually cried! NOT KIDDING. Ahahahaha. Sorry Rima. I just need to type that down. And there’s this guy who shouted like a sissy and was all, “FUCK! FUCK YOU! FUCK LA!”. ROFL.

Talking about that movie, I just remembered that i’ll be sleeping all alone tonight cause Fifi will be away for three days. Shit.

Watching Paranormal Activity and all the other demon-ghost-hell-like horror and thriller movies just gives me newer ideas to scare myself. Pretty fun. Until I start seeing the images form right before my eyes. Scary with what I do to myself with just my mind.

Alaaa. I miss Farhan already. :(

1 week ago

Shawty’s like a melody in my head
That I can’t keep out
Got me singin’ like
Na na na na everyday
It’s like my iPod stuck on replay.

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall with your friend
I was scared to approach you
But then you came closer
Hopin’ you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We’re real worldwide, breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She’s runnin through my mind all day.

1 week ago

♥♥♥

Have you ever felt like a million dollars when you wake up one morning? Well i felt like that today. :)

I finally talk things out with daddy this morning. Around 2 in the morning to be exact. Didn’t want to at first cause I didn’t want him to feel that he hasn’t done enough for the family. I didn’t want to let him down, you know. But i guess ♥Farhanlove was right. One of us have to make the first move. So when everyone’s asleep, i told daddy that i needed to talk to him. We went to 7-11 at Sunplaza, bought some snacks and drinks and we talked in the car while he drove around the neighborhood. We talked about everything. Me, us, the family, relationships. I think my daddy’s cute. And i can’t believe we danced to BEP’s I gotta feeling when it’s playing on the radio. I can’t believe daddy actually knows how to sing that song. Hahaha. I’m glad we managed to talked things out. I love you abah.

And obviously, I need to thank ♥Muhd Farhan Mazlan for everything. For always being there for me when i needed him. For giving me the best advice when i really needed it. For always making me laugh and smile. And just for being the way he is. I swear you’re the best. I love you,so much.

1 week ago

“It started when an alien device did what it did
And stuck itself upon his wrist with secrets that it hid
Now he’s got super powers, he’s no ordinary kid
He’s Ben 10.

So if you see him you might be in for a big surprise,
He’ll turn into an alien before your very eyes
He’s slimy, freaky, fast and strong, he’s every shape and size
He’s Ben 10

Armed with powers, he’s on the case
Fighting off evil from Earth or space
He’ll never stop till he makes them pay
‘Cause he’s the baddest kid to ever save the day
Ben 10″

I just watched Ben 10’s movie with Hanief. So Boomz.

1 week ago

People change.

I’ve been seeing a lot of “People change a lot.” and “Everyone around me is changing” on my friends Facebook status. No doubt, i agree with them 101%. When your surroundings keep changing and you feel extraordinarily jaded, you just need to have a constant with you who can keep you guarded, recharge your energy a little bit perhaps and at the same time put you in such a relaxed mood, it doesn’t matter what you do with them because at the end of the day, everything you go through together will feel and be productive. That is why I need a certain person in my life who can do this with me. I have lost my point, haven’t I? This is frustrating. Yeah, it happens alot these days. It’s like my brain cannot stick to one subject at a time, it has to accumulate everything else that goes on, all the thinking, the ideas, the events, the portrayals, the whaaaaaatever. I should stop blogging. This is frustrating.

I admit I haven’t been in my best behaviour or mood in the past weekend, I really apologise for having you taken a beating from me, albeit verbally. I just want satisfaction from doing whatever I like and from activities that keeps me high. I make my own choices, if you accept my way of living, I truly appreciate it and thank you for being you. If you want to go about judging, come, I’ll show you the way to the nearest library, go read some books, you’d be better off doing something more rewarding. And I’m sorry if I don’t look at any of you in the eye when I talk to you. It doesn’t matter how I feel. I’ve never been that way to my friends so I guess I’m expecting to be treated like how I treat you? Fair,enough? Everything i do, yes, they have consequences, and if these consequences would lead me to find out who would be by my side when I’m in the deepest hole, alone, I’d thank myself for having the guts. And I’d love to see haters who bitch about me because they hate my guts. I’m standing strong here, most times minding my own business acting like I own this world, other times in one corner anticipating something new to do, fighting boredom with boredom.

And yeah, of course I’ve heard of everything you all ever said about me. The good, the bad, the irrelevant. The outrageous - they never fail to amuse me. Nobody can pull me down. Not your words, not your actions and most certainly not your meaningless hearsay. If you see me out with new people, go ahead and talk. If you think I let you down because I’ve already made a promise to others, go ahead and say I suck as a friend. I put in as much, if not more effort than you.

And ‘you’ don’t mean just one person. You are all those people who only ask me how I’m doing when you see me enjoying life, when you see me attached/single, when you see me vulnerable. Newsflash: I’m all that but fuck, I’m not vulnerable. This head has a brain, maybe, just maybe way more complex than yours can ever be. So please, give me a break. I’ve had enough of all your blurcock attitude, your whining, your hypocrisy. I might be MIA here and there, who hasn’t? I have priorities. Do you? Let me be on my way then, thanks. In all sincerity, I respect every single one of you, this time around, I respect myself a thousand times more. And its really safe to say that I have been an accepting friend.

I can even be a friend to a murderer. So don’t ask where my judgement lies. It lies in me, I judge myself, I put myself through a lot of torture, trying to think of how I can be better for all of you, and as of now, I’m shifting all that for me. Not you. For me. You? You can go and get yourself some much needed love, care and attention from your hands. Oh and maybe throw some brain cells into it.

And hey, if you think this post is too lenghty and you think i’m whining and ranting too much. I say, fuck you. Cause you’ve wasted like 2 minutes of your time reading it. Boo ya.

By the way, Akid, if guest2 is indeed you, stop it. Please.

1 week ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANIEF!

THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN YOU KNOW I’M DOWN. SNEAKING INTO MY BEDROOM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT JUST TO COMFORT ME. LISTENING TO MJ12 ON MY BED WITH PILLOWS AND BOLSTERS ALL AROUND US CAUSE WE’RE SISSYS. I LOVE YOU LITTLE MAN.

Won’t stop calling you ‘baby boy’ till you’re old and grey. Can’t stop me. Heh.

1 week ago

Friday the 13th.

I skipped school today. No, not because it’s Friday the 13th. I just don’t feel like going today. My mum was not feeling well anyway. So i helped mum to clean the house. Then i made jellies cause i was bored. Watched Phineas and Ferb online and i swear they have nice sing-alongs. Going to meet Farhan later. (:

1 week ago

Warn your warmth to turn away
Here it’s December, everyday
Press your lips to the sculptures
And surely you’ll say (love like winter)
For of sugar and ice, I am made, I am made

It’s in the blood, it’s in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love. I taste of blood
He bit my lip, and drank my war
From years before, from years before

She exhales vanilla lace,
I barely dreamt her yesterday (yesterday)
Read the lines in the mirror through the lipstick trace:
“Por Siempre.”
She said, “It seems you’re somewhere, far away”
To his face.

This has always been one of my favourite song.

1 week ago

Paranormal Activity.

[Fin and Akid. Good times.]

Most probably will be watching Paranormal Activity with Fin tomorrow. Heard the movie’s great. Wanted to watch with Fifi, but she’s not 16 yet. Wanted to watch with Dani, but he’s working. Wanted to watch with Nattlove, but she watched it online already. I don’t want to watch it online. The screen’s too small. Wanted to watch it with mum/dad, but they said they don’t have the time. Wanted to watch it with Farhan, but he’s busy. I think i asked almost everyone already. But i guess everyone’s too busy. So i texted Fin and asked her if she would like to go on a movie date with me. Hehe. And she said yes. Yayy Fin! Love you HUGE! But, she promised Akid that she’ll watch it with him. So i guess he’s going to be joining us tomorrow. Now, to go or not to go? If i didn’t watch it with Fin, then maybe i’ll have to find someone who’s going to be really free tomorrow by tonight. Tsk. Shingz me. Ha-ha. Fuck you again, Ris Low.

1 week ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RISALOVE!

STAY GORGEOUS BABE. LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

:)

1 week ago

"I miss Muhd Farhan Mazlan."

1 week ago

Jellies for your bellies.

Today is the most unproductive day ever.

Sold marshmallows and jellies. Did nothing during housekeeping. Mr Allan released the class an hour earlier. So, ya.

And i bumped into Fin at Sembawang! We decided to hang out for a while at MacD until her boyfriend came. That guy just met me for half an hour and he told me, “You are the most happiest person alive.”. Eh? -.-

Anyway, i realised i’ve not been to school on time everyday. And i think i’ve been putting aside a lot of things for far too long. Now i REALLY think it’s time to stop procrastinating. Hm.